Hoping to have a few Italian catchphrases down and feel confident enough to journey alone afterwards.ĥ p.m. Then after a couple days with her, I go solo. I’m starting the vacation by meeting up with my friend who lives in London. I haven’t been with anyone else in seven years so here I am with an open mind, open legs, and … a closed heart.ġ p.m. Settling into my hotel and already noticing cute men everywhere. I’m so happy to be here and embarrassed about my pity party yesterday.ġ0 a.m.
Tried to sleep on the flight but didn’t really succeed. Feeling a bit pathetic and very alone, but trying to stay upbeat about my trip and not stress too much about getting to the airport.ħ a.m. He had real issues, and I would have stayed by his side, but he was in such denial, and so repressed, by the end it was clear our relationship couldn’t work.ĥ p.m. Ultimately I left him, but he gave me no choice. I try not to think about him much, but the breakup is pretty fresh … it’s been about three months, and we were together for seven years. We went to Italy a few years ago, so he’s on my mind. I’ve had all these unexpected emotions all day. I have no plan for how I’ll meet them, but I just have a feeling I should come prepared.ģ p.m. Run out to get some new bras and underwear.
I love my job and feel like it’s gotten me through the hardest year of my life - which I’m now celebrating by taking a fancy vacation.ġ1 a.m. I’m a makeup artist who works on film sets.
I’m flying to Italy tonight, so I took the day off to pack. This week, a woman gets the Vespa ride she’s always dreamed of (and then some): single, 40, Italy.ġ0 a.m.